One always tries to be thankful. Why, because it makes life easier if you choose to look at life in a 'positive' light. Is this easy? no. Finding that this point in life is one of the craziest. Some things in your life begin to settle in a pot o bliss, while others go DRAMATICALLY wrong. To find the balance in life is one thing that I am not sure will ever be achieved. I think that some may get closer then others but never fully there. I choose to do things I love, things that I cannot even really put into words what it does for me. The meditative quality that comes over me is the closest I have come to Euphoria. I found my thing that makes me truly tick. besides my husband! The only things that makes it tough is how to bring it to be apart of my every day life. $$
This time of year is always a cluster fuck, with holidays that bring on too much stress then good at times. To have to choose between time with families and then having gui....
I don't mean to be all somber, but sometimes I feel that is where I perform at my best, it is a strange ordeal that I for myself can only understand.
The song that brings me to my best, Red House Painters- Have you forgotten.
I miss my friends terribly and love them more then they could ever know. K&J.
Anyways.
I choose not to give up on my love.
Salude to Woodworking.
