10.07.2006

chaotic.! love. die.


the irony in this day the 7th of october is just enough to almost take someone down. and it most certainly did. wake up happy. bike. thoughts about a friend worry-some. shit. i forgot my phone. missed call. call. tears and questions stabbed all over her and my heart. i try to help as best i can but i dont know her feeling i only fear it. i tell her i will come and call in sick for work. no. run to the bank. run to wholefoods-wholepaycheck.howeveristilladorethatplace. run to work. big smiles for many reasons a heart that worries for a soulmate. day. call. tears. day. laughs. rediculous sounds. laugh. crawling. beautiful day. bike sold. one down. day. bike sold pilot 5.2 oclv. word. huge sale. huge smile on owners face. makes me feel real good. energetic. ride a orbea fall in love with an orbea. want an orbea. sell the madone? yes. stay late. need $$$$$$$$$$$$. go to target. presents. but not. come home. find a stray cat. thought of having tazo and . would be kind of fun, but he seems kind of crazy. kind of want him/her though. hmmm. 40 year old virgin. laughs. have to make dinner. damnit. one year. rad. rad!

being alive priceless. going for a bike ride with diana. excited for. kissing little tazo. second nature. love. always.

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